ForTheFirstTime

To those who doesn’t know

Where do I start? From the beginning… 

August this year I was meant to be going away for the whole year to Uganda as a volunteer at a primary/secondary school with an organisation called Project Trust.

I was also considered to go to Malaysia as an outdoor instructor, which I got told that I was not going there at the start of January, because they only wanted 4 girls there this year.

Since then I had started to have doubts about going away for a whole year to Uganda. 

The main worry being that I would not stick out the whole year. i.e 4 months in Id feel like it is not for me, so therefore wanting to go home, and having wasted time/money fundraising, I would be in a bad situation. With no money and no job.

I don’t feel like I need to explain anything to anyone about why I have chosen to withdraw my application from going away. I just choose to, before people think about other reasons of why I am not going away.

Friday

Its going to be a busy / scary day!
Ill start with busy. I’ll get up for school and then first lesson will be IT, doing project work, where mine has gone totally wrong, allthough it was working at the beginning. So I’ll probably need to change all of it. And carry on in my frees. I then have maths 4th lesson. Lunch time should be fine, if people would realise I’m happy and that I’m not using anyone for anything. Then a contract in the afternoon which I’ll probably spend in school!! D:
Its going to be a scaru day because I will be phoning Project Trust to withdraw my application of going overseas to Uganda for a whole year! I hate phone calls! Also needing to go to o2 because the trainee person said they didn’t have any black blackberry bold 9790 but they do have a white one, guess what… The white one was the old model -.-
Then my favourite part of friday, climbingggggg :)!

I think I’m doing the right thing.

Plan C, I think.